Something happened

November 2017.

This month gonna leave a huge impact of my 2017. I had a string of bad luck in this month. I broke my hand and this was so so so not cool. I was playing dodgeball that night, while I'm trying my luck to catch the ball, I fell and my hand fell first but I managed to catch the ball. The other players came to me asking whether I am okay or not, I thought it just a common fell until I felt my right hand cannot move. THAT WAS SO DAMN HURTS! I quickly ran to Aina and ask her to help massage my hand but what happened was my hand became worst. My hand getting swollen and I tried to use ice but getting worst.

My coach passed by............. and what he said was.......... 

'wow shieda what a good catch! please do like that again in next match' 

'er excuse me, that catch? Okay. Coach. That catch. makes. my. hand. like. this.😒

Luckily, paan (my friend) came and when he saw my hand getting worst, he immediately drove me to the nearby clinic. 

We waited for a while until the doctor called me.

'Okay can you flip your hand'

I tried, and 

'Cannot doctor, its hurt'

Okay how about try to move like this

'Still cannot, I cannot even move my fingers'

'Okay bcs we dont do xray tonight, I'll make a referral letter for you to refer specialized tomorrow asap'

'Sorry em what happened to my hand doc?'

'I suspect your hand broke..........'

My heart beat so fast, I cannot described my feelings. Too many 'what ifs' came out in my mind. I wanted to cry but its okay shieda not here huh. I came out from the room, wait again on the chair. Suddenly the staff called me, 

'Puan Rashidah?'

and I was like errr, 'Cik hehe Cik ye'

'Oh yes sorry cik, ini surat and charge RM15.'

Puan????? Okay maybe that because she saw paan helps to carry my things, paid for me and I'm wearing inai at that time sooo thats why. haha okay awak dimaafkan but still CIK ok 😒

I called my parents and they were super shocked. They drove right after I called and arrived semenyih at 12am. I'M SO TOUCHED PLEASE FUTURE HUSBAND BE LIKE MY DAD MACAM NI. They fetched me and straight away brought me to hospital alor gajah at 2am. I did some xrays and the doctor gave me injection to reduce the pain because I was freaking in pain, tak boleh tahan. The doctor checked my xray and confirmed that my right hand was broke. You can't imagine omg I thought its like the end of the world! They cement my hand and I was allowed to get MC for a month. But luckily, it is not that serious because this not affect my head or backbone since I fell very hard at that moment. 

It was really really difficult for me to do everything with the cement on. I need someone to assist me for every seconds. After a week, I cannot tolerate with the cement anymore, it was soo hot and itchy and damn heavy! I told abah that I cannot tahan anymore. Looking and listening to her daughter keep complaining everyday about the pain and difficulty, he finally bring me to hospital and asked my mom's staff to open it. Then we went to a pakcik house in Melaka for berurut. 

My mom's friend recommend this pakcik and we actually already heard before that this pakcik can help to heal most broken hand or leg problem. I mean HELP to reduce the pain not totally heal the pain because this is all by Allah's power. 

When my turn to come in the room, he look at my hand and said that I have sprained vein and he need to fix it. He told me 'cuba relax and tahan' My heart at that time beats damn fast! I already imagined soooooo many bad things might happened! He hold my hand and pressed! Oh THAT WAS FREAKING HURTS! but, few minutes later, I can already feel the pain reduced. He advice me to do some exercise and keep moving my fingers. I did that and its becoming better!

But then, I still need to wear the cement to make sure that my bone will properly recovered. I used the fibre cement instead of the first one. The doctor advised me to not put off this cement until I complete the one month period, he even add one more month, guys 😧

Okay guys thats all for now. Please pray for me! 💙